Wednesday, May 12, 2010

Exhausted, party of one?

Today has been a long one. For some reason my mind has been racing all day. I feel like there are not enough minutes in the day. I have been anxious, jumpy and a little neurotic. I just spent an hour and a half at the gym to try calm myself down and of course I am now falling asleep at my computer as I type. I know everyone has days like today. Where you feel like even though you managed to not hit snooze and made it to work with no traffic, you are hours behind!

For the past few nights right about this time I start to just deflate. Maybe it is my body adjusting to the herbal supplements that I am taking along with my meals. It is a diet detox that I started on Monday. Aside from the roller coaster from anxiety to my current state of exhaustion, it really has helped me stay focused I think and I haven't had as many random cravings. I mean, I am the girl who takes two pieces of candy when everyone else only takes one. The girl who can shovel pizza into her mouth late night after a huge meal out. Not something I am SUPER proud of, but hey I just have to say I am rarely alone when I do this - I will not name names. However, I am very happy to be so busy that I am not thinking so much about food too. I have incorporated breakfast into the mix and added a few little snacks. Perfecto!

It really is amazing how much my routine has changed in just ten days. I just hope that I can keep it up even after B-Day! I know ten days seems like chump change, but I have learned it is the small victories that win the war!

Ok, this little warrior is off to bed! Sleep tight, I know I will!

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